Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Waiting on the big day...

As the big day approaches every ache, pain and new thing worries me.. From less movement to extreme cramps.. I worry that something is wrong.. I think this is super normal for new parents and for expecting parents..

I worry i wont know I am actually in labor (it has happened, I have read the books), I worry about getting to the hospital especially in rush hour traffic, I worry that my dog wont adjust well to a new baby (in her eyes thing in her way). I worry about being a mom and a family and making ends meet.. The usual stuff I am sure..

I look at the calendar on a daily basis and become concerned and nervous.. Especially when something changes throughout the day.. But then I hold strong to God and realize that my strength will come from with in from him an dthat I will be okay because I WILL my self and pray myself that way..

Its funny that what seemed like it would never get here has gotten here so quick.. It wont be to much longer and I will be wondering where the time went because she will be attending her first day of Kindergarten. STRANGE HUH....

Just thought I should put my feelings down.....

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